Monday, March 16, 2009

A new start

I always thought I couldn't write, I thought I suck in my spellings so writing is not my cup of tea, but when I decided to do this the thrill that I got was unbelievable, I had this rush of thoughts in my head of the stuff I could write..It's wired but I think its time for a change. I have random things coming into my head of what all I can write things like I did my upper lip myself today or I used my new expensive shampoo today or I went to have a yummy Mexican dinner.
I thought to myself there are so many things I can wite about and weirdly I don't have to think much, maybe that why I want to do this. After coming to the US I have thought to much and hardly acted on it. That needs to stop, I am sick of thinking...may be that's why I worked for a company called Think WhyNot ( sorry that was a sad one) I though of cleaning my room never happened, arranging my notes never happened, Calling friends never happens I don't know what but what I think I should do never happens may be I'm lazy may be I'm facebooking too much or may be I'm used to putting things away. Funnily I just typed I THINK and erased it...I should stop thinking and just follow my heart and things work. Its nice to be chilled out as long as it does not harm anyone. I am generally a chilled out person my mom gets pissed wid that but I don't see any point in being all hyper and getting worked up.
I also feel I have got this sudden urge to blog because talking is my passion and I don't mind talking nonsense because it makes me happy and makes me feel lighter, after coming to this country that liberty of talking is lost people are so busy in their own world that I am scared that I will "disturb" them when I talk. I guess ill vent it out here where I can talk anything under the sun and it need not be right. I am doing my MBA and in class we are thought how to write papers and the flow should be perfect and A should lead to B and that should lead to C but here I feel free because when I read my blog I see that my first sentence does not have any connection to the second sentence fells good...uuffff....

Last but not the least.....I will write more...cozzz I like the feeling...

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